In Krapps Last Tape we can see a series of different reactions by Krapp to what the tape is saying. The tape brings him many memories, some of which he is happy to hear again and some that make him hesitate, that make him hurt.
At the beginning of the tape, before he even starts to listen to any of the tapes he seems very enthusiastic. He actually shows an expression that gives away his anticipation to just hear the tape. When he says “Spooool!” we see pleasure in his eyes, he is impatient to hear those memories, the thing he once said and now cherishes to live but must find comfort in hearing them. It’s possible to say that he is desperate to do this, when he finally finds the record and plays it, he aggressively throws everything on the table to the floor. We see his impatience and insanity, those records are like obstacles for him, he wants to hear the record and that record only.
When he is listening to the tape his facial expressions begin to change almost every second. There are moments when he is too shocked from his memories and from the thing he once said that he must stop the tape. He then resumes, and when necessary stops again, afraid to remember what came next or maybe just sad that it will never happen again. His eyes stare into empty space, into the darkness, into the past. He also has moments of joy, of very strange laughter, as though he remembered and felt joy of what he once did. He reacts to everything, every small detail with a unique facial expression. Each memory deserves a different reaction.
I have heard the saying “the eyes are the windows to the soul”, and in this case through Krapps eyes you can see his soul, his repentment, his sorrows, his delights, his past. The tape ends by saying, “Perhaps my best years are gone. When there was a chance of happiness. But I wouldn't want them back. Not with the fire in me now. No, I wouldn't want them back.” (Becket) His life is near the end, and the only comfort he can now find is in his tapes, memories of what once happened, and of things he wishes he had done.